петак, 3. април 2020.

hello, blog (again)

How bored must I be to restart this thing?  The latest events, covid-19, and therefore home isolation, has made me think about changing something in my life - and now I pretend to be some smartass that thought keeping a journal would make an impact. Congrats, you fool, it won't. So here I am, trying to come out of all this bullshit as sane as possible... or at least as sane as before all of this apocaliptic-virus-nonsense had started. Alright, I think that's enough negativity for one introduction. Past traumas and inner-collecting anxiety, you can suck it! Cheerful topics, where u at?
I thought about writing in different languages, seemed so cool in the beginning... Now I understand that I'm not very used to writing in English. It's a little bit tiring for me to make sentences and automatically translate them in my head, but I guess every beginning is hard. Plus I did a very exhausting workout with my friend today (each of us did it from home haha) and I haven't eaten anything since 6pm, not even something sugary, which is very strange... I'm trying my best tho. I have this crazy urge to eat carbs all the time and that has to end. 
That's it for now, I guess. I'm going to wash my teeth now (btw my braces spring broke two days ago,  but I put it back on, yaay, future orhodontist?!) and continue to watch Rubi, a Spanish TV show that I've loved since my childhood. It's a comforting drama, I don't know how I'd describe it in English. :/ And I'm starting to learning Spanish, so it's gonna help me with that. Or at least I hope so. That's definitely it. Talk to you soon! xx